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Red from the sun and lack of sunscreen.

You would think at 32 I would be raising kids, attending their events with school, going to sporting events with them or possibly traveling and seeing the different parts of the world. That is far from what I am doing. I am instead traveling back and forth from Fort Worth to Houston every two weeks. Instead of traveling to those sporting events, I am going to MD Anderson Cancer Center. Here is my story and why at 32 I am attending a cancer center so often and will for the rest of my life.

As a child my family and I traveled to the beach every year and sunscreen didn’t seem to be a staple in our packing necessities. I would burn so bad on the first day I could hardly sleep that night.

As I got to the age of 15, I realized, with my parents consent, I could tan in a tanning bed. That was and still is my biggest mistake to this day. I would tan three days a week and before any social event at school. Everyone was tanning and vanity at that age was so important. I remember feeling so great with a tan, but also remember that smell of burning skin. I even remember thinking, “This can’t be good for me,” but I continued to tan because it looked good and again, everyone else was doing it. I tanned off and on for probably 10 years and of course sunscreen was never something I applied.

Brandi, prior to diagnosis

Three years ago at the age of 28, I discovered a mole on my abdomen, which would be the beginning of my long road ahead and my fight against melanoma. I was very hesitant to see a dermatologist; in my heart I knew it wasn’t good. My dog at the time jumped on me and made the mole bleed. At that point I had no choice but to make an appointment. I was scared, lost and wanted to run. When my biopsy results came back my doctor said to me, “You have cancer, this isn’t a death sentence but it is going to be the fight of your life.” He was so right. I had the mole removed thinking, “Oh it’s just skin cancer it can be cut off and I’ll go back to doing what I do.” Was I ever wrong. Fourteen surgeries, five different types of chemotherapy and numerous amounts of radiation later, I am still fighting for my life.

First of many chemotherapy sessions

The first two years of my fight are a blur to me. I was so in shock and scared, I didn’t realize what was going on or what the next minute would bring. It’s like when you first take your training wheels off, you know what’s going on but you really have no idea how it’s going to turn out or if you can even do it. You have everyone cheering you on, but you’re scared and nervous. I had no choice but to pedal my way through.

I want to share with you my year 2013 so far, which is my third year fighting melanoma.This past January, I had a bone tumor in my tailbone that temporarily disabled me and my ability to walk, which had to be followed up with radiation. In February, I had a tennis ball size melanoma tumor removed from my bowel. In that same visit to MD Anderson Cancer Center, I found out a previous tumor in my brain was hemorrhaging and needed to be operated on. I underwent surgery for the hemorrhage in the brain. Four weeks later at a follow up MRI for my brain surgery it showed growth in another tumor as well as a new melanoma brain tumor in the front lobe of my brain. Again, I was back in surgery to remove one brain tumor. One week after surgery I underwent gamma knife radiation to the front lobe tumor, in which I will find out July 9, 2013, if the radiation worked and if the surgery was a success. My body is currently clear of melanoma except for a small spot in my pelvis area, I am waiting on doctors and their knowledge as to what we will do with this possible new melanoma tumor. I have endured all FDA approved drugs for melanoma and could possibly be entering into a trial to hopefully control my disease.

Following most recent brain surgery

I am very passionate about getting my message out to young adults, teenagers and parents about the dangers of tanning bed use. As we speak, Texas is in the process of passing a bill to ban the use of tanning beds for those under the age of 18. I hope my story will help encourage others to be sun safe. Melanoma is preventable with sunscreen and staying out of tanning beds. I am extremely happy to share my story with you. If you get anything out of this I hope it’s to keep your children and yourself out of tanning beds and to use sunscreen. I promise you don’t want to go through this or watch a loved one go through this .

Melanoma is not just skin cancer.

Love the skin you’re in!

Brandi as she looks today

Below are reasons to say goodbye to tanning beds for good provided by skincancer.org.

1. Your risk of melanoma increases by 75 percent when you use tanning beds before the age of 35.�
2. Last year, the International Agency for Research on Cancer shifted indoor tanning devices to the highest cancer risk category: “carcinogenic to humans.” (They were formerly classified as “probably carcinogenic to humans.”)

3. Tanning can be addictive. For some people, UV radiation can have a druglike effect; they feel dependent on it and can experience withdrawal symptoms, says David Fisher, M.D., Ph.D.

4. Not only are tanning-bed users more vulnerable to melanoma, they’re also 2½ times more likely to be diagnosed with squamous cell carcinoma and 1½ times more susceptible to basal cell.

Learn more important information about sun safety from Cook Children’s pediatrician Anna Nezafati, M.D.


Monday, March 25

Caring Bridge Posts Jun 26th - Oct 22nd, 2012

  • Scans and MRI

    Written Oct 22, 2012 10:42pm by Paula Pittsinger
    We are in Houston today and tomorrow for MRI and full body scans. We will keep you all updated on Brandi's condition. Believing for continued clear scans. Thank you all for your support and love.
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  • 7/23-7/24 visit

    Written Jul 24, 2012 5:31pm by Paula Pittsinger
    Brandi got the most miraculous news that only God could make happen! The tumors are completely gone from the bowel, the possible one in the liver and lymph nodes that showed possibility of tumor. We are celebrating life without cancer tumors for the first time in 2 1/2 years! I believe we will begin new with an all vegetable diet to see how it helps the Braf kick cancers @@@ even more!
    Thank you for your prayers and support. Return visit in 4 weeks for MRI, CT and derm visit. Im pretty sure we will be in shock for several days!!
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  • Time for revisit to MDA

    Written Jun 26, 2012 10:43am by Paula Pittsinger

    Written 28 minutes ago by Paula Pittsinger
    I just wanted to update everyone who is wondering about our next step in Brandi's treatment.  It is back to MDA this week for a follow up MRI and visit with the neurosurgeon.  She is continuing to take her BRAF and live her life with golfing, fishing, watching softball and any other outdoor activities with the help of BLUE LIZARD sunscreen.  It is by far the best if anyone is wondering. 
    We had a great vacation in Port Aransas with the entire family...minus her brother and his family.  Next year will be complete with them. 
    Thank you all so much for your continued prayers and support.  She continues to have a great attitude and reach out to anyone she can.  If you have a visible mole anywhere on your body look out!  If Brandi sees you stranger or friend she will approach you.  She is on a mission to save lives!!! 
    Will update you all on Friday about our expected great results!!!!

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